It's been an uphill battle getting myself back on track, and I'm still a long way from being there. I'm making a rule for myself, one that I will not break until I am 100% back on track.
I will not sit down to watch TV until I have completed a workout that day, or I must jump on my elliptical while I watch.
Tonight while watching Fringe I managed to get 35 minutes completed, it was much harder than it should have been. I have two big events coming up for 2011.
The first one is that Bug wants his birthday party (5th) held at a Wave Pool, which will be in early January. This means that I will be in a swimsuit around my ex... yuck! I do and don't care about him seeing me in a swimsuit, but I do want to look good! I know that I look so much better than the last time he saw me naked, and a swimsuit is as close as he will ever get to seeing me naked again... so I want to look incredible!
The second event is that I am planning a trip to Mexico for some time in April or May. I still need to speak with my ex about dates, but I'm hopeful that something can be worked out. I want to look rockin in a bathing suit for that trip! I want to feel 100% comfortable sitting out on the beach, especially since I will likely be going alone.
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